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“I knew that if I allowed fear to overtake me, my journey was doomed. Fear, to a great extent, is born of a story we tell ourselves, and so I chose to tell myself a different story from the one women are told. I decided I was safe. I was strong. I was brave. Nothing could vanquish me.”

- Cheryl Strayed, Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail

Wednesday 29 January 2014

Broke and happy!

I've been home from my east coast adventure for about a week and a half now, and I've been in a bit of a post vacation slump. I had so much fun and met really cool people, so it was bittersweet to be back. 

.... Buuuuut then I came home to my crazy, broke, silly, loud life in the trailer park and I realized how happy I am here. I don't have a lot of money, I've been everywhere handing out tons of resumes with no luck, and my car tire popped today (not the spare) on a random dirt road with barely any cell reception. I basically freaked out and called Sarah and she dropped what she was doing to come save me. Now that is an amazing friend! When we were driving back I realized who the heck cares about the stupid car and my job situation and all that crap bringing me down, I have these amazing girls in my life, we have the best times together and I know that they'll do anything for me and I'd do anything for them. While I may not be living in a wicked cool apartment with lots of clothes and I eat rice and beans for breakfast lunch and dinner, I start my day off in the ocean almost every day, I feel the sun and I buy local veggies at the farmers market weekly. This life is definitely different than how I would be living if I had stayed in Toronto, but I love it so much and I'm the happiest I've ever been! To everyone here in Australia that has made my experience amazing so far, a big thank you! My life is so much better with you all in it :)

And... To make things better, I have a trial  as a cleaner at the caravan park on Friday! Don't need a car for that haha 

Lovin and livin life to the fullest xoxo
Soph 







Monday 20 January 2014

P. Sherman 42 Wallaby Way SYDNEY

Sydneeeeyyyy! What a beautiful place! We had so much fun livin it up in the big city. We stayed at holiday inn in kings cross and the red light district haha 

The first night, we got all dolled up and taxied over to the shangri-la hotel and headed up to the bar on the 36th floor for sunset. It was soooo fancy! The view of the harbour was stunning though, and worth the $21 drink which was so yummy haha! I felt like I was in gossip girl lollll





The next day we went to manly beach. It was so beautiful and there were people surfing but the waves were pretty intense and they actually closed the beach for swimming because the currents and rips were too strong booo :( it was still a fun day hanging out with everyone! I also jumped on this really cool bungee thing that I thought was only for kids but turns out it's not! I looked like I was 5 years old hahaha 



We headed back on the ferry and had epic views of the opera house and harbour bridge. Then we got ready for our last supper and it was pretty sad :( after dinner we headed to this cute little low key chilled out bar playing 50s music and it was so fun! We called it an early night because we were going to the blue mountains the next day.

The blue mountains are about two hours from Sydney so we had a good snooze on the way there. Once we got there we went on a beautiful hike up to a waterfall and through these rock passages. It was so mind blowing! The reason they are called the blue mountains is because of the gas the eucalyptus trees give off mixed with the fresh air makes a blue tinge to the air. Very cool! Then we headed to see the three sisters rock formation. I was really excited to see this because on the way to my aunt and uncles house in Carleton place, there are these three bumps in the road that everyone calls the three sisters so it kind of reminded me of home haha as usual, the scenery didn't disappoint! 


The bus ride back was pretty sad because it was our last time on the bus :( they played the day song again and we all rocked out one last time all together, and then they started playing sad songs all about saying goodbye. I may have shed one or two tears lol 

When we got back we said goodbye to mark our tour manager and gaz our bus driver. Most people were staying on in Sydney for a while so we all hung out for a bit. All the girls piled in to one hotel room and we got ready for our last night out on the town together! We went out to a few bars that night, but the most memorable was the one where the guy juggled vodka bottles that were on fire, and then he spit fire it was actually SO intense! 


Then we went to a bar with a live band and they were soooo good! They played black keys and white stripes and lots of old classics. I was so stoked but so ready for bed! I went to sleep at 330 so I got about 1 hour and 15 mins of sleep before I had to get up to catch the shuttle to the airport! At 515 I was in the hotel lobby and there were girls just coming in from the clubs! They are open til 5am in Sydney and some are 24 hours a day! 

Then I had a full day of travel and got home to Margs at 630 and went straight to bed haha it was so great to see Sarah and bryanna again! I missed my gals so much! Sunday I did laundry and puttered about and then we went to the fat Freddy's drop concert in dunsborough which was so awesome!! 

Today, back to real life hitting the pavement with my resumes. Reeeeally need a job! Got a ton of DVDs from the library so I'm having a movie night tonight. Ready to get working and back to the beach to work on my surfing :)

All in all I had an amazing time on my trip! I met the coolest people who I know I'll be friends with for a long time, saw beautiful things that just blew my mind, ate yummy food and drank yummy drinks and just chilled out and enjoyed the moment. For anyone considering a contiki tour, DO IT! it was fantastic! I can't recommend it enough! 

Missing my contiki family! Reunion contiki  2015 haha 

Love everyone and sorry for the rambling and bombarding of photos with various wildlife lol xxoo 


Tuesday 14 January 2014

Hippie town

After surfers paradise, we headed to the currumbin wildlife sanctuary. It was about half an hour away and it's a not for profit wildlife centre. I was seriously so excited to see lots of cool animals like koalas and kangaroos! 

The first thing we did was hold a koala and get our photo taken with him!! I actually cried I was so happpppyyyyy! My pic is pretty cute and the girls got some photos of me on my camera as well which I'll post when I get home. There were trees full of koalas, they were seriously so cute and soft I wanted to cuddle them all!

After the koalas, we went to the kangaroo area. We got right up close to them and got to feed them right from our hands and pet them! There were really big ones and really small cute ones. Tere were also some emus which were kind of scary close up, I thought they were going to attack me hahaha there were even some mama ducks with their babies all in a row! It was so sweet. 






Then we went to see some crocodiles and man they were HUGE! there was a 5m one it was so scary! We also saw a cassowary, endangered tree kangaroos, a dingo, lots of lizards and an echidna! 


It was really cool because part of the sanctuary is an animal hospital where they help thousands of animals a year get better and you could walk through and see if they were working on any animals. They weren't at the time but it made me happy to know that the money I paid was going to a good cause! I love animals so much, so I'm happy to support a cause for them! 

After the wildlife sanctuary (I could have stayed there all day!) we headed to Byron bay! I've been waiting to go there for almost a year now and had it so built up in my head. It's a hippie surfing town and we were staying in nomads hostel there. I was a bit underwhelmed. It was very beautiful though! We stopped at the lighthouse before we checked into the hostel and saw the most easterly point of mainland australia, and just before we were leaving we saw a huge pod of dolphins!! It was amaaaazing! It was just the town itself that was kind of meh. There were tons of cool shops, even a tie dye shop! But they were so expensive! The food was really good though haha I had an epic wrap and some amazing Mexican food lol all in all, a beautiful place to visit but I don't think I'd want to live there. I did get to see spell which is a store I've been following online for a long time! The clothes are gorgeous but I can't spend that money right now!





(STEVE)


after Byron we headed to Coffs Harbour for surf camp!!! This place was unreal. We stayed in these shipping containers they had converted into rooms with two bunk beds and a tiny bathroom. It was like a chill little village with surfboards and sand everywhere right on the beach with a little fire pit and picnic tables. I was really in the zone haha I loved it! An hour after we got there it was time for our lesson. We used 8foot foam boards so a bit taller than the big pineapple which was good! 

I had so many epic wipeouts washing machine style haha at one point my bathing suit top came off under my tshirt that's how smashed I got haha! But then I got a really good wave! The guy helped me by giving me a little push and I stood up and rode the wave all the way into shore!!! Longest ride I've had so far and it felt friggin great! After lessons we showered and got ready for dinner. I was so tired and while everyone went to drink and play games after, me and the girls headed to the beach. We stargazed and chilled out. I ran around and danced and watched the tide come in. It was a full moon and the watching the reflection of the moon on the ocean was absolutely beautiful! We saw the southern cross which is the constellation on the Australian flag. One of the sweetest nights on this trip for me for sure! It was so chilled out :) then we went to bed as we were leaving at 630am the next day! 

Woke up, had some brekkie and hit the road to Sydney! We are about an hour out from the city now and I'm pretty excited to see it! Then I'm headed home to Margs on Saturday. Back to reality, but I think we are going to start a new adventure soon! Don't know all the details yet but I'll keep everyone updated! Lots of looovvvveeee xx

Happiest day of my life lol at currumbin wildlife sanctuary 











Sunday 12 January 2014

I'm in Miami b*tch

The last few days have been a whirlwind!! We rolled into surfers paradise and I couldn't believe it, there were massive skyscraper right on the beach and it reminded me of Miami! We drove through the main downtown area before getting dropped off at our hotel. There were clubs everywhere, tons of shops and restaurants and sooo many people! 



We checked into our hotel and the room was SO nice! It was like a little apartment and it was huge and we had a balcony! I was with Rebecca, Gretchen, and Bianca. We called it our bahelorette pad haha! We got ready and walked into town to have dinner. We went to this place called noodle box which was like stir fry and stuff (kind of like Thai express from home) they had this little machine like an ATM where you choose what veggies and noodles and sauce you want then it prints out a receipt that you take to the counter! Too cool. We walked back to the hotel and ate dinner. 

We had free entry into this nightclub that night so we got all dressed up and had some drinks. I don't own any fancy clothes so I was wearing other girls clothes from head to toe haha we had some predrinks and hopped in a cab to the club. You have to be really fancy to go out in Gold Coast (no rubber thongs aka flip flops) so I really thought I would be so out of my zone but I ended up having a really good time! The club was insaaaaane! So many lights I felt like I was in that usher music video lmao! We danced so much and had drinks because they were on special for 4.50 lol 



Made it home at about 2am and hopped into bed! I had such a great sleep and rolled out of bed at 10am bahaha I was a bit "under the weather" as I put my bathers on and headed to brekkie. My friend will had rented a surfboard and we were going for a surf whooo! 

The beach was awesome but the waves were not so haha it was super windy and messy so I only went out for a bit. I did a massive nosedive epic wipeout and it was a bit too much for my sore tummy to handle lol so I just went for a dip instead haha 

That night we stayed in and ordered pizza and hung out because it was Carly's last night boooo! It was so fun though, we laughed so much! 

This morning we packed up and headed to currumbin wildlife sanctuary. It's a not for profit wildlife centre and animal hospital and it was absolutely amazing. We got our pictures taken holding koalas, and went into the kangaroo area and fed them and pet them and got tons of pics! I actually cried I was so so happy! We also saw tree kangaroos, crocodiles, an echidna, cassowaries and lots of birds and lizards! I have a few pics on my phone but tons on my camera so I'll post those when I get home! 







Now we are on our way to Byron bay and I CANT WAIT to get there!!!! It's a hippie beach surf town that I've been wanting to go to for a really long time and I think we're going to have so much fun!!! 

Missing everyone lots hope all is well! Lots of love xoxo








a bumpy ride

So I know I say that every day is amazing and epic, but Fraser Island was actually unreal! we stopped in this tiny town for lunch on the way and got a ton of beachy  accessories for the beach party that night! Headed over to Fraser on a ferry and took these buses up a massive hill to our Eco lodge. Bunk beds again whoo! 

We met everyone down at the beach to watch the sunset and have a few ciders. There was this guy playing guitar and singing and he was seriously good. The sunset was so beautiful! Then we went to  dinner at the restaurant by the beach and went back to our room to get ready. 

It was a beach party so we all wore floral and sandals and all kinds of beachy stuff. The bar was a stones throw from our room and it's called the dingo bar (since there are lots of dingoes on fraser island) there was also another contiki group there too so it was full of us haha! They were serving drinks in pitchers for $12 sooo we all got those and it was really yummy! We had so much fun dancing and having a few drinks with everyone. They played our day song which is the song they play everyday when we get on the bus. It's timber by Kesha, so catchy! We made up a little dance on the ferry over so that when they played the song we would all dance in unison haha it was so funny! We had such a fun night :) 


the next day we woke up and had brekkie and got on these maaaaassive 4x4 trucks to go driving around the sand dunes. Fraser is the worlds largest sand island it's basically a giant sand dune! It was seriously a bumpy ride!!! We stopped at a lake for a swim which was so nice and then had lunch. After lunch we drove to a rainforest walk. It was a 2km trail through the most epic rainforest with this cool freshwater creek running beside the trail. My mind was blown lol I took lots of pics on my camera so I'll post those when I get home! Some of the group saw a dingo but I missed him booo! 

After the rainforest, we drove along 75 mile beach. The waves were so beautiful and when we stopped for tea, the sand was so fine that it squeaked beneath your feet! How cool! The driver told us we couldn't swim because of the rips, there was no lifeguard and there are lots of sharks. So I was like hmmm margaret river basically? Lol I didn't go in but walked up to my knees so that was refreshing :) 

Then we took a ferry back to the mainland and headed for noosa! The hotel we stayed in was sooo nice! It was like little apartments and they had a laundry machine so that was great to be able to wash some of my clothes. I packed very lightly compared to most people, only a school bag that weighed 5 kilos so about 12 pounds and most people brought massive rolly suitcases haha it's pretty funny. 

After we checked in we went for dinner at the surf club which was so yummmyyyy and I had some sorbet for dessert. I'm definitely going to have to do a cleanse when I get home haha I've been eating so bad here! Hehe then the girls came over to our room and we had a pajama party and just hung out and chatted which was fun. 

This morning we checked out and headed into the town of noosa for some free time. We only had two hours so I didn't really have enough time to rent a board but I really wanted to, the beach was beautiful and there were some really good beginner waves especially for longboards! 



we walked around and looked at some shops and got a smoothie. It was super chilled out and reminded me of margaret river but bigger. I think noosa is definitely a candidate for where I might live on my second year visa I really enjoyed the few hours I had there! 

After noosa we got back on the bus and I realized that I had lost tallulah :( she's the coconut I found on that first day in cairns and I was carrying her around as a mascot for the trip. I had a sharpie and got everyone to sign but I don't know what happened to her waaaaah 

A tribute to tallulah... 



...more photos to come on Facebook lol 

We headed to Brisbane for a lunch stop and got some drinks for our night out tonight in surfers paradise! I'm writing this on the bus now and we are almost in surfers! Were here for two days and tomorrow and the next day I'm going to rent a surf board and give it a go! So excited!! 

Anyways we are hopping off the bus in a sec so gotta go! Missing everyone everywhere! Xoxoxo 









Wednesday 8 January 2014

Beach bum to cow girl

Yesterday was amazingggg! We drove from airlie beach to rockhampton and a cattle farm in the bush! We were on the bus for about six hours so by the time we got there we were all ready to stretch our legs :) 

We all put on hilarious cow boy hats and went for a tractor ride. I got to pet a cow named sausage hahaha they raise Brahman cows on that farm and they have these weird bumps on their backs and huge ears! I think they look like the type of cows I see in pictures in India but I don't remember for sure. Either way they are sooo cute and I saw a few babies too! After the ride we climbed up this hill with the most amazing views and took tons of pics which are all on my camera so I don't have any to post here 

We had a big roast dinner in this hall they have with a bar and everything it was so nice! I obviously didn't eat meat lol but everyone said it was so good. I had lots of veggies and roast potatoes and stuff it was yummy! After dinner, we went outside to learn how to crack a whip!!! It was so hard and my wrist really hurt after and I didn't even make it crack lol a ton of people got it though, and some people even hit themselves and they have huge welts on their legs today! 

Then we went in and started karaoke! Oh my god it was hilarious. People were getting so into it, especially as the beers kept flowing pahaha a bunch of us sang the glee version of don't stop believin which was so fun and then I sang Jolene by Dolly Parton hehehe it was a blast! Went to bed at about 12:20 and fell asleep instantly I was so tired! 

Woke up bright and early this morning, ate brekkie and hopped on the bus. Now we are watching hangover 2 and cruising down the highway to our next stop which is Fraser Island! Ahhh I'm so excited! There is a beach party in the only bar on the island tonight and I'm already wearing my tie dye haha we are also doing a 4x4 tour of the island complete with stops at the lakes and lunch! 

So far this trip has been sooo fun! I've met some awesome people from all over the world (even Zimbabwe!) and done some really cool stuff I don't want it to end! Hope everything is good with everyone at home in canada and in Margs! Love you allll xoxoxox 

 


daydream believer

I am having so much fun on this trip! Yesterday we left cairns at 630am on our way to the whitsundays and daydream island. We were on the bus for about eight or nine hours so that was a solid road trip. We passed through Townsville and a few other random towns before we got to airlie beach. We also passed by some banana farms and it was really cool to see the trees with the bags over the bunches of bananas! On the bus they revealed our tour theme song which is Timber by Kesha haha I hadn't heard that song before until the night at the pub crawl, but it's pretty catchy actually! 



We waited for a ferry to daydream island. It was about a twenty minute ride there. It's such a small island with the resort being basically the only thing on it. I had no idea what to expect, but it ended up being AMAZING! 

The resort is so beautiful and they have these living reef pools with small sharks, corals, sting rays and a ton of colourful fish! 


We can see the pools from our room window, and also this other lovely view... It's not so bad haha





Then we went for dinner, this huge pizza and pasta buffet but they also had lots of salads (beet root YUMMM!) and they made me my own little gluten free vegan pizza so that was lovely! After dinner, we went for a walk and saw a wallaby! There are so many on this island and they are the cutest dang things I've ever seen. They are kangaroos' cousins and they basically look like small baby kangies! The ones on the island are so used to people they are just not phased when you walk up to them! He was just eatin grass and we patted him and tried to follow him and take selfies with him LOL


Like how cute is he?!?!?


Attempted selfie with me and that cutie lol

After that we went to the other side of the island and they had a huge movie screen that they play movies on every night on the beach! Kind of like cape mentelle movies in the vines, but on the beach :) we are going tonight! There is also another lagoon with fish corals stingrays and sharks! Tonight we are going to a fish feeding where you get to pick up a starfish and a sea cucumber! 

Went to sleep after that, we have bunk beds! I'm on the top bunk haha so fun! This morning we did a yoga class at 730 and had breakfast right after. Then we went to sit by the pool, went swimming and tanning. The pool was so nice and the water was amazing! You can't really swim in the ocean here at this time of year because of the box jellyfish so we stuck to the pool.

We went back to the room and had some snacks for lunch and then went to the beach for some water activities. They had catamarans, sea kayaks and stand up paddle boards but you had to book the catamarans in the morning so we ony did the other two. Both myself and Bianca (my roomie from Melbourne) were able to stand up on the boards! 

Another amazing thing happened to me... I SAW TURTLES!!!! I'd been hoping to see a turtle on the Great Barrier Reef but I didn't, so I made it my mission to see one here. I was just paddling along and then I noticed people gathered and pointing in the water. I asked if they saw a turtle and they said yes!!! I paddled so freakin fast over to where they were, I'm surprised I didn't fall off my paddle pad hahahaha 

Over the course of the next half hour, I'd seen sea turtles pop their heads out of the water to breathe at least five times, seen one swim underwater right in front of my board, and seen one surface and flap it's little flippers in the air (like he just don't care!) I literally cried when I saw it for the first time I couldn't have been any happier in that moment, it was so beautiful! I wish the photos did this place justice, it is so fantastic and I'm really sad to be leaving tomorrow. We are headed out to a cattle farm so while everyone is lassoing cows and learning how to crack whips, hopefully I'll be cuddling baby cows lol apparently someone said there is an option to sleep in a swag out there under the stars so I will most definitely be doing that if I can! 

Early start to the day tomorrow, it's going to be a good one! Much love to you all!! :) xoxo 





Saturday 4 January 2014

Welcome to the jungle!

soooo I'm here in cairns!!! It is fantastic. I got off the plane at 4am Friday morning, and the humidity hit me like a brick wall. I got the shuttle bus to my hostel and waited to check in. It ended up being a really nice hostel so clean and the rooms had epic air conditioning and a bathroom in the room! Very nice. I spent the day walking around and buying toiletries and stuff because I couldn't bring them on the plane since I didn't check a bag just brought my carry on. I also had to buy some new thongs (flip flops!) because I had worn a hole in my other ones haha besides my work boots those were the only shoes I've worn for almost five months lol

Cairns is a pretty big city and I was so overwhelmed because I'm so used to little Margs! I went into a shopping mall and was like whoa man, this is weird! There were so many clothes shops it was really hard not to buy anything haha I ended up finding this epic high waisted bikini with PINEAPPLES all over it! So naturally, I bought it haha so excited!



It's so different here, it's literally the rainforest it is so incredible the trees and flowers that are right in the city! You can't go in the ocean here because of box jelly fish and crocodiles eek! So that's also really weird for me because I pretty much go to the beach everyday in Margs. 




That night we had our pre trip meeting with the group. There were about 20 people which I thought was a good size, until the next day when another group joine us and now we have about 80 people!

I also got a call from Sarah that someone had put my car up on a jack and stolen one of the tires off it lol so random! I slightly freaked out and called my insurance to see if they could help but I don't have anything to cover that. I figured this was the universe helping me try to go with the flow so instead of stressing I said man, I'm on vacation on the other side of Australia right now. Shit happens but it's all going to work out! It helped me calm down, and I told my friends back in Margs about the situation and was overwhelmed with everyone's offers to help me. I am so lucky for all of my friends' kindness and a huge thank you to bry, Sarah and Emma for helping me! You guys gave me great peace of mind! And with that... I truly got into vacation mode :)

Saturday we went to the Great Barrier Reef!!! It is pretty much the only extra activity I'm doing since I don't have a huge budget to spend but I mean you obviously have to do the reef! We got on this huge boat at about 8am and it took 1.5 hours to get out to the reef. There were about 100 people altogether. When we got there they had this big covered platform set up with tables and a section with all the scuba and snorkel equipment and everything. I rented this Lycra stinger suit thing because of the jellyfish and I didn't want to get a sunburn as well. I looked pretty cool. Then I got my snorkel gear and hopped in the water. 



Seriously it was such an awesome experience! I've never seen anything more amazing in my whole life. The corals were so cool like all these different shapes and some were massive! The fish were so epic too like amazing colours and there was this huge one that came around. He is a Maori wrasse that lives in that area and the staff named him Wally. He is so friendly and swims right up to everyone. He is 1.5m long and about 60kilos according to the staff. I touched him!! 


Obviously that isn't me but it is Wally! They also did a fish feeding where this guy chucked little pieces of fish into the water and Wally and these really fast fish called trevelly came right onto the swimming platform where we were all sitting like they were right there! It was so cool! I took so many photos underwater but they are all on my camera and I'm writing this on my phone so I'll be sure to post them when I get home! But basically the reef looks like all the pictures you've seen. It is amazing!  We also got to take a glass bottom boat trip and a trip on a boat where the whole bottom is glass and you're sitting in the keel basically. It's called a semi submersible. It was very coooool! They also had guides during these trips to give you lots of information about the different types of corals and fish. I really wanted to see a turtle but I didn't see one.. That's ok I'm sure I'll see one before I leave australia! The day was amazing and it was great to get to know some of the people I'm on the trip with :) already made some friends! 

When we got back, I checked into the hotel and myself and the girls I'm sharing a room with all got ready for dinner. I also got peer pressured into going on a pub crawl hahaaaaa! It actually ended up being pretty fun. I was walking back from the bar with my friend Carly because we wanted to go home early while everyone went to one more bar, and we got really lost! I got home later than all the other girls haha everyone had to get up early today to go to activities but I didn't whooo! So I slept in, skyped with ness for a bit and now I'm going to get some snacks for our 12 hour bus ride to the whitsundays tomorrow! We're leaving at 5:45am! 

That's been it so far! I'm already having a lot of fun and meeting some really cool people. So great! Cairns is so beautiful and I'm sad to go but hopefully I'll be back one day!

Apparently our bus has wifi so I'll be able to update frequently :) missing everyone wish you could all be here!!! Xoxo